I ache for them..

I've been put through a lot of pain but I felt the most ultimate pain when I know my loved ones are in pain or are being tortured. It's beyond any pain that I felt for myself. It's so much worse than that, it's excruciating.

I prayed, I pleaded, I begged, I teared, I sobbed, and I bawled. God, please have mercy, please..just please.