Have you ever felt that sometimes, the best you can offer is not even enough, that you wished you can do more?
I often feel sorry for a dear soul who holds a very special place in my heart because I am constantly not by its side, and constantly missed out moments from its life. I know I could have done so much better, offered so much more but my environment is binding me to my limits. I know what I've been offering is not the best and I am very sorry that I don't know what to do when I see you in so much pain sometimes, I am sorry I did not seek out the best for you because of my capability now. I always feel that I owe you
so much and I do not have a chance to offer you a better life...and I always pray that when your gone some time down the track, you'll come back to me in your next life in future so that I can give you
all that I have.
